Greetings.
I am sorry I have been away for so long. Part of me wants to tell you I was off doing something cool and exciting, but I cannot lie to the people reading this blog. I have been struggling with life. In particular, with my qualifier, my self belief and my faith. A little after my last message, my qualifier fell back again, and it was at that point I decided I was done (Yes, I have said that before, as we all have)
I needed to take time away from this blog to realize what was important. I needed to get perspective back as to why I started writing this blog in the first place. I wanted to reach out to the very people going through what I was going through. I needed to let people know they were not alone. Before I could continue to do this, I needed to remind myself how far I had come, and that I was not defined by the disease.
In this break I have taken, I have stopped calling myself names (Fat, Ugly, Useless) and I have started to see the positives (if there are any..) of dealing with an addict. In hindsight, I am the person I am today after going through what I did.. and you are too!
Again, I am sorry I dropped off the planet of blogging, but if anything I needed to get my head straight, something that with a bit of time, I have finally been able to do.
Will post more tomorrow.
All the love
Anonymous
P.S: Happy to be back!! :) x
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